im the faithful kind
been with only a handful
going steady

then there were some bypassers

one were finger fucked
at the cinema
fondling my knob
and left in the rain

another one were licked
in her brothers living room
poorly penetrated
on the carpet
spent the next five months
avoiding her

this mature girl
sending me dirty letters
straddled me
and rode me off
then leaking
flooding
showering me with yellow urine

good we were in a drunken hurry
and made it on the floor

another one picked me for church
fucked me
and left me with the spring

Rachel was heavily sucked
boyfriend throwing little
stones on her bedroom window
i hiding in the loo
while she greets him good morning
me sneaking out
in the rainy streets

their names now gone
in the dim haze of memory
but I remember every single little clit
shining red cunt
gleaming their one-eyed red monster
at my mouth

Piglet in the shower

I'm a piglet when it comes to my body
cleaning my body
but this swedish girl got me showering every day

I'm down on my knees. Sucking it clean.
She moans.
Shivering

I turn her around
Her face up against
the bathroom wall
uttering dirty words

Clean bed sheets

I really like them
clean bed sheets
and if they annoy me, I
will get out of bed and change
them after a month
or whenever

Sunday cup of coffee

my sunday cup of coffee
is brown
clay
I drink it (you) and
feel no relief

Lucrative lovers

if i had a bill for all the lousy lovers i've had
i would thank you
it would have been lucrative for me
i would then have had to thank you for bringing me up this way
now i had to pay the undertaker
you left me nothing

She grinned at us
no teeth left
brown stumps
i kissed her

she was a tired woman
you just bought her beer
all night
and this old woman would take you home

if you could still stand

Rövarinnans vågor

Min verden er så stor!
- Världen er myket, myket mindre enn du tror.
Det var Rövarkungens yngste.
- Retas inte med meg. Jäg har bookat kyrkan.

Rövarinnan sa til meg en ensom natt.
- Jag er inte blåögd, men skräcksklagen och rädd.
- Hva mener du med det? spurte jeg og kjente kulden i hennes blikk.
- Du seglar trygt på mina vågor av trolöshet og av svik. Jäg må resa på Rövarkungens hav!
Rövarinnan vrålade och skrattade. Ljusnaren blikstrar och svalar.

Jeg fryser. Redd mørket.
Lyset.
Varmen som brenner leiren hard - som Rövarinnans hjerte
Her finnes ingen andre mennesker,
så langt som jeg kan se.


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REF: Rövarkungens ö, av Ulf Dageby i den svenske teatergruppen og rockebandet fra Göteborg Nationalteatern.

Gå heile vegen

I kunst og kjærleik er krigen tillatt.

iacta alea est

eg kom, så og - kjente
smerta i ditt sinn

what matters most is how well you walk through the fire

Gå heile vegen
Sjå deg ikkje tilbake

Eg ligg på benken. Parken er kald. Frys ikkje.
Eg er aleine med gudane. Natta står i brann.

Eg høyrer din latter, men ser ikkje ditt smil.


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REF: Roll the dice, by Charles Bukowski - read by Bono in the Irish rock band U2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0e9qqF5Yhs

Roll the dice, by Charles Bukowski - the poem itself:
http://nextgr8writer.wordpress.com/2007/01/27/roll-the-dice/trackback/